Friday, January 25, 2008

Addendum To My Previous Blog Entry

If the prevailing sentiment of cuckold related Internet references is to be believed, quite a lot of guys of average, or worse, endowment, who are involved with women possessed of a penchant for big dicks, derive some sort of sexual satisfaction from eating these women's semen-befouled pussies. The word cuckold literally refers to a man whose wife fucks other men. On the Internet, however, it seems to refers ubiquitously to men with an oh so thinly veiled bisexual voyeuristic interest in watching, and even participating, in their women's extracurricular sexual escapades. I have no interest in any of that business. I have never watched any of the big-dick-loving women with whom I've been involved, and there have been several, having sex with another man. Nor do I have any desire to do so. And, there is no way in hell that I'd ever knowingly engage in the practice that is euphemistically referred to as "cream-pie eating."


I will admit to liking a certain amount of sexual humiliation at the hands of big-dick-loving sistas. I'll also cop to having a psychological complex with regard to my comparative lack of size. I'm sure this stems from the realization--after having been told by several black women that my legitimately 7" member falls into their highly subjective medium-small range of dick sizes--that I didn't have a big one. The expectation that sistas usually have, that a black man of my height and shoe size (6' 6¾" & U.S. size 16 respectively) would be more generously endowed also plaid a part in the formation of my somewhat masochistic kink. I didn't like it at first. However, I have grown to love the idea of my woman lusting for, and struggling to accommodate, a much longer and fatter dick than my own. I love to hear sistas talk about how much they prefer bigger dicks, especially when I'm face-down in their pussies. I even like to hear sistas say things like "fuck me with that little dick" while we're having intercourse. The point of all of this is that I like this stuff solely as it applies to a sista. If you throw another man into the mix, such as in watching my woman get fucked, then the horniness that I experience through sexual humiliating at the hands of sistas, would turn to anger, and probably violence.

The man for whom my wife eventually divorced me, according to her, had an 11" dick. He was also 19 years old. This, of course, pissed me off to no end. However, the inconcealable look of lust on her face when she told me how she first found out that that short bastard had a, and I quote, "monster dick," drove me to distraction. She was literally squirming in the passenger seat of my car as she told me that this guy was her man now, and that they had been fucking all day, right up to the point when she decided to come tell me what was going on.

Her friend Lisa, a fat butterball of a bitch who, I am happy to report is now rotting in her grave as I type this, invited him over to meet Debra when she was over at Lisa's house playing cards. According to Debra, after the card party broke up, she, Lisa, Lisa's boyfriend and this other guy were the only ones remaining at the house. The guy apparently sat on the couch next to Debra and flirted with her until late in the evening. When Lisa and her boyfriend went off to bed, she called Debra (I almost used her real name) into the hallway and handed her one of those Magnum XL condoms. Debra didn't refuse it. She said that as she sat on the couch with this asshole, she noticed that he had large hands for such a short man. For reasons that I don't fully understand--as my hands are much larger than this clown's--this made her think that he would have a huge dick. A short while later, she confirmed her suspicions, when--either he or she, I'm not sure who--pulled it out and she played with it until it grew to its full length in her hands. He fucked her that same night on Lisa's couch, and apparently the second that he got all of that dick inside of her, he owned her pussy.

Not a year later, she had grown tired of him. He, being young and a bit of a dullard, didn’t take it too well, and had a fit. He broke a lot of her things and made some rather reckless threats. Then she called me. I’m not going to go into any details which still might be able to land me behind bars. Suffice it to say that at one point he was hanging upside down from the second storey porch of a two-family flat, and thereafter he got the hint and left her alone.

I say all of this to point out that while there is no limit to the amount of shit that I will take from a black woman, I have no tolerance for any sort of affront from another man. True, some random big-dicked nigga might fuck my woman, but that’s because she wants that. It’s not because, as it almost always is on the Internet, that I am in any way intimidated. The second that my ex-wife turned me loose on the guy, for whom she left me, I put the fear of god in him.

In my previous post, I mentioned having gone down on a woman who had just been fucked. It has occurred to me since writing that post, that the omission of certain facts makes it seem like I might have eaten her cum-filled pussy. Ewww. In point of fact, when I knelt at the foot of her preposterously rococo canopied bed, I saw a used condom in her wastepaper basket. Moreover, she showered before I returned to her house. I love to eat a sista’s sore pussy, but as to the subject of cream-pies, thanks but no thanks.

13 comments:

BeautyinBaltimore said...

Wow, I saw your comment. I'ma have to come back to this hear blog. From what I read its mighty hot here.

BeautyinBaltimore said...

"cream-pie eating"
Learn something new everyday.

helpmate hubby said...

As someone who has actually had a creampie, i share your sentiment of eeeewwwwhhhh! Not my thing either. lol

helpmate hubby said...

Hey i was wondering if your only into African American Women or if you date women of other races too?

James Tubman said...

blogging about your issues is good therapy

and women who have issues about size have worse issues than that bruh

no offense

Outlaw said...

Oh man, pussy boy, short dick, eunuch
sites should be against the law. Count me out.

Traci said...

LOVE you blog. (Found it from a link in "that Black girl".)

C. Holden Blackman said...

helpmate hubby: Hey i was wondering if your only into African American Women or if you date women of other races too?

I did a significant amount of interracial dating in the past. Once I was in a position to be able pursue black woman, I became quite enthralled with them. So, no. I'm all about the sistas.

I'm sure that you will able able to appreciate this. You know that hot-wife stuff that a lot of your people claim to be into, at least on the Internet? Most of those guys bemoan how much they want their wife to sleep with another man. Well, if you have a little dick and you're dating/married to a sista, you probably won't have to ask. They're pretty self-directed in that regard. Of course, this is just my anecdotal experience. Many, if not most, black women would do no such thing. They tend to be deeply involved with the whole Jesus thing. It's just that I, being a complete heathen, have never been involved with such a sista.

C. Holden Blackman said...

Oh man, pussy boy, short dick, eunuch
sites should be against the law. Count me out.


Compensate much? That's a rather harsh indictment coming from a fat bald 36 year old man who looks like a 60 year old turtle, and apparently pays crack-heads to let him spank them.

C. Holden Blackman said...

blogging about your issues is good therapy
and women who have issues about size have worse issues than that bruh
no offense


I already have a real life therapist. I see her three times per week (I'm quite bourgie and more than a little nuts.) I'm of the opinion that most women have issues with size. Which isn't to say that what you said isn't true.

C. Holden Blackman said...

"cream-pie eating"
Learn something new everyday.


It's some nasty business. For the life of me, I can't figure out what any of the parties involved would have to gain from it. It's a tremendously unsafe sexual practice. I have to believe that the vast majority of people who write about it are merely expressing their masturbatory fantasies.

C. Holden Blackman said...

LOVE you blog. (Found it from a link in "that Black girl".)

I'm glad that you like it. I'm going to write about other things eventually. I'm just a little preoccupied with my ex at the moment.

Mona Lot said...

keep writing please!!!!